Tribute to Shihan

I want to be in love.
that I'm gonna hold your hand even when it's hot outside and our palms are sweaty
that look at you longer than anyone else because I can't help it
that wearing one of your t shirts when you're gone because it smells like you
kind of love.

That hearing a terrible love song but I turn it up on the radio
walking around with a glow around me
big stupid smile on my face
kind of love

That thinking this is gonna be forever
but being so lost in the moment
kind of love

That waking up next to you and falling back asleep in your arms
that hearing your heartbeat next to mine
that knowing your soft whispered stories are the best lullabies
kind of love

that never wanting to miss a second
that missing you every moment after you walk away
that walking on clouds because i've got wings in my stomach
kind of love

that I want you to meet my parents because I want you to know my history
kind of love

that I don't really mind if you see my embarassing childhood pictures
kind of love

that "oh, that's her?"
kind of love

that I'm gonna call you home because you're where my heart is
kind of love

that I don't feel scared anymore
kind of love

that finally learning how to trust someone
kind of love.

I want to be in love
but mostly
I just want to be
with you.